you've got to be kidding me. . .

good morning in denver:

more snow! boo. . . . i don't know if you can see my bulbs coming up at the bottom. spring is starting to come around, but snow again! boo. . .

and on to other bad news. i got a call yesterday morning one of my therapists passed away. such an wonderful guy. so talented and gentle and just such a good good person. and if that wasn't bad enough, he took his own life. i was in such shock. so sad. i've known him for 7 years. it feels almost to the point of rediculous the amount of heavy dramatic stuff going on in my life.

on to brighter things:
so my good buddy tyler had a link to this online class, the art of silliness, by carla sonheim. after my what's been going on in my life i needed some silliness. . . i've been trying to catch up.

spring snow

gotta love colorado expecting 5 to 10 inches. i'm having a very trying day. . . watching a friends kiddo, my son sick, therapists flaking, therapists in jail!, CPR class falling apart I scheduled for tomorrow.

i went and saw a kabbalah rabbi for a reading and blessing the other day and he gave me a card with a prayer of thanks:
thank you for my periodic difficulties, my occasional setbacks, and for the times when i don't feel happy, because everything is for my ultimate benefit, even if i don't see that it's always for my best. . .