Thursday, September 20, 2012

zap oracle

i just wanted to make some notes for myself from a reading on zap oracle. . . my friend just told me about it.  pretty right on for today 


"Every form of addiction is bad, no matter whether the narcotic be alcohol or morphine or idealism." — C.G. Jung

What are your addictions? The addictions could be to foods, intoxicants, compulsive sexuality, unworthy companions, grooved patterns of emotional reactivity, fundamentalist/absolutist rigidities of mind, poor quality cultural products — music, movies, porno, channel surfing, first-person shooter video games, etc. and any sort of habituated, mechanical patterns in your life. The positive aspect is that this is a propitious time to work on freeing yourself from addictions. You need to be your own wise alchemist, supervising what is entering your cauldron and where and on whom you bestow its contents.


1) Clarity - Know what you want to do in your life every day. Have clarity of goals, listen to feedback and adjust yourself to the feedback you receive from the world.

2) Center – You are in Balance. Your goal is to focus, to know how to avoid distractions, to become at one with what you're doing, with all of your attention under your control.

3) Choice - Knowing there are a variety of possibilities around you, that you're not determined by outside events but have choice and can move within it. Whatever you do, you do "at Choice".

4) Commitment- Care for what you're doing at all times. Remain conscious of what you care about. Commit to it.

5) Challenge - Keep upping your challenges as you master a certain level. Always make life more challenging." 


I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain. 

Thursday, September 6, 2012

tattoo inspiration fall

so i've had the idea to get spring and fall tattoos on my arms for some time. . . 
just getting some images together for the fall sleeve. 















Tuesday, June 26, 2012

love with a boy

i fell in love with a boy
who used me like a toy
used my beauty to feed his ego
then he let me go
shone his mirror on me
now aware and can let him be
settle into my solo life
and it really feels a'ight
with peace and blessings i shut the door
cuz it was meant to be no more

Sunday, June 10, 2012

intersecting parallels

last night i had a divine meeting with the artist Brandon Maldanado.
his studio Intersecting Parallels is located at 3252 Pecos St in Denver. 

my friend and i were going to try and grab dinner at a place near by and we parked across the street.  we were walking by and his sign was out the the studio was open.  so we decided to go in.  right away i loved every thing, every where you looked there was something beautiful.  i have never in my life had a reaction to a piece of art the way did with this:


sleeping with your ghost 

i had been talking with my friend about how i needed to cry but couldn't.  i took one look at this and the tears came.  i've never had such an emotional reaction to a piece of art but i felt so blessed to be able to see it.  it's amazing!  all of his work is really beautiful and makes me FEEL in my head, heart and body.  i think he's so amazing and it felt like i was meant to stumble in there and get shook up!
 

The Beholder

I literally can feel my third eye when i look at this, i just LOVE it!


Balance


Our Lady of Merciful Fate

Hope you enjoy his work as much as I do. . .

Saturday, June 9, 2012

garden of your mind


i've posted too many things on facebook today. . . 

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

today

i'm a butterfly just out of my cocoon
wings unfurled by the light of the super moon
sticky, bent, beautiful, they can't yet support me
but just wait and see i'll be flying high and free
bachelors are faced with a glimpse of pure joy
can they stand like a man or become a little boy?
i no longer feel the need to hide my greatest good
but neither should you, no one ever should  
taken by surprise and enjoying every turn
my life is an amazing movie, i live it, i learn
filling my head with masters insights
so this time i'll continue to burn bright
no longer a plight, i desire much more
and the path will lead me to where's the right door
i exercise, i practice, i create and i pray
something wonderful is happening and it get's better every day
i still have a well & when it runs over i cry
but i know i'll stay connected until the day that i die

Saturday, May 5, 2012

magic last night in the bathroom

i pushed open the door and met Girl's eyes, "You're after me" she says.
"That's OK," I say.
We're leaning against the wall next to each other.
Proud Mary starts to play.  i start to sing along. . . Girl starts singing too "big wheels keep on turning, the proud mary keeps on burning. . . and we're rolling," out of the bathroom stall comes the low part, "rolling"
"rolling"
"rolling"
"rolling on the river"
in perfect harmony, right on key, right on time.  the song is sweet and thick. . .
my partners switch positions. . .
"i love you're cowboy boots"  i tell the woman coming out of the stall.
the beat begins to build. . . i start the choreography. . . facing the mirror.  cowboy boots steps in. . . we are dancing to the beat, doing the exact same choreography.  laughing.
it was my turn in the stall.
cowboy boots says, "i saw tina turner live a few years ago.  you know the walls parted and she came down the stairs and at that moment i thought, 'this woman was put on earth to teach women how to move in heels'".