three books i've read in the last two days mentioned this bible verse:
Matthew 7:7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
8 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
what have i asked for? what do i want? i must meditate on this because so many times you think about what you don't want. what do i want exactly? got to figure that out first huh?!? pretty impossible to receive exactly what you want if you haven't really figured it out yet.